It's a little hard to believe

[twiggygrl]

getting called cute four times in a day

when there's one less friend again,
and no money to pay the rent,
the house isn't clean
and all the projects you promised three months ago still aren't finished or delivered.

and it's hard to get out of bed in the morning, when even though you've pushed the covers off, the weight of the world is so much heavier.