what the fuck?
wow the past two years has been nothing but fuck hell. i now know the true meaning of the word family. cuz mine appearently don't give two shits about you if you don't have any fucking money. my aunt and cousin still treat me like i'm fucking 12, my sopused friends ditch me so i'm left to fucking fend for my god damn self. fuck why do i even bother spending my rime with them it seems like all they fucking do is suck you dry and leave you to fucking rott. i just got back in michigan two fridays ago and people are still the fucking same, nobodys matured at all it seems that the only person that has changed is me, and its only cuz ive became an asshole and with good reasn. the one chick i THOUGHT was gonna acept me i find out (even though its a bit late) is a fucking lesbian so theres no point in even alking to her cuz shes not gonna waste her time on me. so much for trying everybodys still playing these fucking high school games nobodys fucking grown up at all. my suposed best fucking friend wound up ditching me at ozzfest ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!!!. fuck what the hell do igotta do to get some god damn respect its like i need to smack them with a 50 lbs sledge hammer just so i can say hi. i come around after being gne for fucking 3 years and the only person who gives two shits is fucking bill. steves got his head stuck up his ass and won't come out to spend time with me, evans fat ass.....no, i'm not going to get into that one, lets just say he fucked up beyond redemption. i'll be suprised if one fucking person even reads this. fuck it i give up.......
the only path to heaven leads you strait through hell