I lost today.

[twig85]

It was nearly 8:00 am when I slept and I woke up at 8:00 pm.
I planned so much for this day... *sigh*
One day of my life, gone.
But now it's no longer unusual.
It seems as if, everyday, I have to decide on at least a single purpose just so I could convince myself to go along.
I still don't know what I'm going to do with everything I'm being 'dealt with'...
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This is one sembreak I'm not sure I'll appreciate.
And it's already 1/3rds over.
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This is a start that I know I'll believe in
So I'm leavin' everything behind
Keeping the parts that I know I'll be needing
And I breed to be a better kind
And I'm leavin' everyone behind
This is the age when my past should be gone
But it's just stronger than the aims I have
Turning the pages I used to hang on to
I was young and I have changed my mind
And I'm leavin' everything behind...
This is the time, it's a delicate line
To the beginning of what's yet to come
Lifetimes of changes, a strange generation
Explanations never come in time
So I'm leavin' everything behind
New beginning again, a bit closer
New beginning again, a little bit closer
New beginning again, a bit closer to the end