Thursday's all but wasted now...
I'm running out of time. My days seem too short, not enough for all the things I have to do. I'd rather sleep through every single one...
Yesterday, I was having great difficulty making my EnviChem report. When I was about to present, the laptop provided by the chemistry department wouldn't read my CD. The CD was jammed in because it was taking too long for the laptop to read it. "Next time class, when you're reporting, make sure to prepare everything before the class starts", said Dr. Valera. Geez. I was there early, waiting for the laptop and projector. Good thing a classmate brought her laptop, so I used that instead (after I finally got the CD out).
Because of that darned report (during which all I wanted was to voluntarily combust), I missed the Sugarfree/Bamboo gig at Quad.
Today I had a long exam. I didn't have enough time to finish it. I'm a retard. A retard with borderline personality disorder.
*sigh*
Before I forget... this morning, I dreamt I was crying.
Meaning: Dreaming that you are crying means a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.
But I fear
I have nothing to give.
I have so much to loose here in this lonely place.
Tangled up in your embrace
There's there's nothing I'd like better than to fall.
But I fear I have nothing to give.
Yesterday, I was having great difficulty making my EnviChem report. When I was about to present, the laptop provided by the chemistry department wouldn't read my CD. The CD was jammed in because it was taking too long for the laptop to read it. "Next time class, when you're reporting, make sure to prepare everything before the class starts", said Dr. Valera. Geez. I was there early, waiting for the laptop and projector. Good thing a classmate brought her laptop, so I used that instead (after I finally got the CD out).
Because of that darned report (during which all I wanted was to voluntarily combust), I missed the Sugarfree/Bamboo gig at Quad.
Today I had a long exam. I didn't have enough time to finish it. I'm a retard. A retard with borderline personality disorder.
*sigh*
Before I forget... this morning, I dreamt I was crying.
Meaning: Dreaming that you are crying means a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.
But I fear
I have nothing to give.
I have so much to loose here in this lonely place.
Tangled up in your embrace
There's there's nothing I'd like better than to fall.
But I fear I have nothing to give.