who would have thought....
hey nick,
wow so its been an eventful week since i last wrote to you. i cant remember if i told you, but i went out to dinner with a boy last .... saturday. it went a lot better then i expected it to. i guess i just didn't really know what to expect. i haven't gone on very many dates before. but it went reeally well. we clicked immediately and ended up being there for almost three hours just talking. it was great.
he picked me up again on tuesday and we went to starbucks. from there we talked in his car for a bit, and then decided to go walking downtown. it was probably the most humid day in history! but it was still lots of fun, i don't think we left till almost two in the morning. then we went to sonic and got cherry limeades and he took me home. it was sweet, it was cute.
i find him pretty much perfect in just about every way. it's almost scary. we have so much in common. we're so alike in so many different aspects. we get along perfectly. i can't even explain it, it's weird. i've just never clicked so well, so easily, so quickly with anyone else.
we've pretty much been inseperable since last tuesday. it's only been a week and we practically complete eachother. it all sounds so fake, so unrealistic, but it's all so true. i'm waiting for me to wake up, i'm waiting for something to go wrong, i'm waiting for one of us to screw something up. though at this point i just don't see that happening.
though i told him i can't be his friend because he likes cherries... gross!
so yeah, we're perfect for eachother. that's pretty the bottom line. haha. but we pretty much made it 'facebook official' last friday <3
i really like this one, i wish you could meet him.
maybe eventually i can take him to meet you. though that'll probably be a while.
there is so much more to it all, though i'm not sure i want to talk about it all quite yet. i think i'm going to wait a little longer. though i have good feelings about this one...
well, i suppose i'll talk to you again later... maybe i will tell you .... because i haven't been able to tell anyone, really...
ok fine, i love the stupid boy. i mean wow, i thought i had been in love before, but this is most certainly different. it's weird, it's scary. both of us are the same, we both have the same feelings for eachother. we haven't been apart for longer then 24 hours or so. when he's not with me i feel like i missing something, lonely, everything seems quieter for some reason. its nuts. i don't completely understand it all.
we talk oh so casually about the craziest things like kids; when we want to have them and how many. marriage and weddings. who the maid of honor/best man would be. if we'd have a big or small wedding.
i never believed in love at first sight, or any crap like that. but seriously i don't know what else to call this....
i think he just may be the one, and he feels the same way. after a week! a fucking week! what the hell, its so crazy. we're trying to slow things down a bit because at this rate we'd be married by the end of november. haha. though we decided that we'd rather wait till after at least one of us graduates to get married. we also decided that we want to wait at least six months to a year before we got engaged.
seriously who talks about things like this so soon in. its crazy.
i love him.
nd of story.
bizzar, i know. i'm glad i told you though, i was going crazy. i just don't know if i could tell that to anyone without them slightly freaking out. we like to keep how in love we are on the down low. we're afraid people won't understand.
i hope you understand. i hope you like him.
i wish you could meet him
i'll talk to you soon, we're going to the movies
<3
goodnight,
i love you,
always and forever
<3
wow so its been an eventful week since i last wrote to you. i cant remember if i told you, but i went out to dinner with a boy last .... saturday. it went a lot better then i expected it to. i guess i just didn't really know what to expect. i haven't gone on very many dates before. but it went reeally well. we clicked immediately and ended up being there for almost three hours just talking. it was great.
he picked me up again on tuesday and we went to starbucks. from there we talked in his car for a bit, and then decided to go walking downtown. it was probably the most humid day in history! but it was still lots of fun, i don't think we left till almost two in the morning. then we went to sonic and got cherry limeades and he took me home. it was sweet, it was cute.
i find him pretty much perfect in just about every way. it's almost scary. we have so much in common. we're so alike in so many different aspects. we get along perfectly. i can't even explain it, it's weird. i've just never clicked so well, so easily, so quickly with anyone else.
we've pretty much been inseperable since last tuesday. it's only been a week and we practically complete eachother. it all sounds so fake, so unrealistic, but it's all so true. i'm waiting for me to wake up, i'm waiting for something to go wrong, i'm waiting for one of us to screw something up. though at this point i just don't see that happening.
though i told him i can't be his friend because he likes cherries... gross!
so yeah, we're perfect for eachother. that's pretty the bottom line. haha. but we pretty much made it 'facebook official' last friday <3
i really like this one, i wish you could meet him.
maybe eventually i can take him to meet you. though that'll probably be a while.
there is so much more to it all, though i'm not sure i want to talk about it all quite yet. i think i'm going to wait a little longer. though i have good feelings about this one...
well, i suppose i'll talk to you again later... maybe i will tell you .... because i haven't been able to tell anyone, really...
ok fine, i love the stupid boy. i mean wow, i thought i had been in love before, but this is most certainly different. it's weird, it's scary. both of us are the same, we both have the same feelings for eachother. we haven't been apart for longer then 24 hours or so. when he's not with me i feel like i missing something, lonely, everything seems quieter for some reason. its nuts. i don't completely understand it all.
we talk oh so casually about the craziest things like kids; when we want to have them and how many. marriage and weddings. who the maid of honor/best man would be. if we'd have a big or small wedding.
i never believed in love at first sight, or any crap like that. but seriously i don't know what else to call this....
i think he just may be the one, and he feels the same way. after a week! a fucking week! what the hell, its so crazy. we're trying to slow things down a bit because at this rate we'd be married by the end of november. haha. though we decided that we'd rather wait till after at least one of us graduates to get married. we also decided that we want to wait at least six months to a year before we got engaged.
seriously who talks about things like this so soon in. its crazy.
i love him.
nd of story.
bizzar, i know. i'm glad i told you though, i was going crazy. i just don't know if i could tell that to anyone without them slightly freaking out. we like to keep how in love we are on the down low. we're afraid people won't understand.
i hope you understand. i hope you like him.
i wish you could meet him
i'll talk to you soon, we're going to the movies
<3
goodnight,
i love you,
always and forever
<3