Dear "mom,"
I say that only because for the last, I don't know how many years, you haven't acted like one. I'm not going to go into details because everyone is watching, but you know damn well what I'm talking about. It bothers me when you say "I love you," because I feel like you only say it out of obligation. Maybe you're thinking "Well, I should say it. I mean, I did give birth to them afterall... I would mean it more if they gave me money, though."
At first, I thought you wanted me to move home just so I wouldn't kill myself. Because you were actually worried about one of your children's welfair, but it seems like anything but that, now. It seems like you only saw an opportunity.
Honestly, "mom," I can't for the life of me understand why you had kids. Or why, after watching you for the past twenty one years, you actually think that I want to get married or have children of my own. I used to think that you were just a fucked up woman who made one bad descision. Now... God help me, I don't even know who you are. And I don't want to know. Hah, its stupid to say this because I feel like every kid says this completely out of angst but, I feel like I do the things that I do(i.e. smoking and drinking and saying "fuck" as often as possible), because I know that you hate it. It goes against everything you believe... whatever it is that you believe these days.
Please, don't think that I'm just bitching because I'm a spoiled kid who doesn't get my way. That's far from the case.