忽然之间
快累垮了还硬挺着彻夜等候
你最知道我在忙碌以后
怕一个人寂寞
After a few weeks of working up the courage I click the play button and there you are, those eyes, the same smile; my breath hitches and then your voice comes on, and shit- why is my heart constricting?
全世界我只看见 你的视线你的一切
全世界我只看见 你的伤悲你的雀跃
Okay, okay, yes, let's go back to that time, let's forget everything; I'll do it for you- and then my phone vibrates and my attention is temporarily drawn to different eyes, different smiles- Was that what happened? When did it stop being yours? Was my love for you weak?
给过什么也不强求拿到什么
就算很难就算很烦还是忍受
I turn my gaze back to the screen but the tension is no longer there. Do I love you? No. Yes. Maybe. How do I answer that question when I don't know who you are anymore? So there's just one question: Is this who you wanted to be?
我甚至真心真意的祝福
永恒在你的身上先发生
But then again, maybe it doesn't matter. If it was, would I have liked you any less? If it wasn't, would I have held on any tighter? The phone vibrates again, a second, more urgent reminder. I don't love them the same way I loved you, but they are who I need now.
你还是要幸福
你千万不要再招惹别人哭
明天 开始
这一切都结束