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jjong...
time away from loving him and shinee has dulled the pain that i feel like i would have felt more sharply and keenly a handful of years ago but it still feels like the world should stop for a moment. yet it keeps going on, it just keeps going on.
a wakeup call to ask for help. a thank you for all the joy you brought through just briefly touching my life and so many others with your light, for giving so much of yourself and your talent while fighting against the darkness with all your might. the world feels, simultaneously, smaller yet vast and emptier
i hope you are no longer suffering, i hope you are at peace
time away from loving him and shinee has dulled the pain that i feel like i would have felt more sharply and keenly a handful of years ago but it still feels like the world should stop for a moment. yet it keeps going on, it just keeps going on.
a wakeup call to ask for help. a thank you for all the joy you brought through just briefly touching my life and so many others with your light, for giving so much of yourself and your talent while fighting against the darkness with all your might. the world feels, simultaneously, smaller yet vast and emptier
i hope you are no longer suffering, i hope you are at peace