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So here's what is probably going to happen soon:
1. I'll probably take a leave of absence from linfield.
2. I'll probably go down to corvallis and get an apartment with danielle (and a job obviously).
3. We're gonna get a dog too, from the humane society.
4. I'll get a car too.
5. I won't come back to linfield. I'll transfer somewhere either fall semester or next spring.
I just need to get back up on my feet, get back my confidence and independance. And to do this I need to not be at linfield and I need to be somewhere where people care about me and where I have real obligations and feel not only needed and loved, but like I am making a difference and being productive and where I can see the effect my life has on others.
It'd be nice to get some sort of a job doing something for a cool organization like habitat for humanity or something like that where I'm helping people, but given things like rent and whatnot I'll probably start out with something like working at a coffeehouse or restaurant or whatever.
Anyway, starting to have a plan for a little part of my life anyway is making me feel a lot better. I don't want anyone to think that I'm just a slacker, because that isn't why I'm doing this. I just need some more life experience and I need to figure out what is important to me, and that's something I've started to do recently, and I think that this will really help.
So, thanks to everyone who has been so supportive of me and understanding. I probably wouldn't have made it this far without you, or else I would have fucked myself up royally without you.
Love, Carrie
1. I'll probably take a leave of absence from linfield.
2. I'll probably go down to corvallis and get an apartment with danielle (and a job obviously).
3. We're gonna get a dog too, from the humane society.
4. I'll get a car too.
5. I won't come back to linfield. I'll transfer somewhere either fall semester or next spring.
I just need to get back up on my feet, get back my confidence and independance. And to do this I need to not be at linfield and I need to be somewhere where people care about me and where I have real obligations and feel not only needed and loved, but like I am making a difference and being productive and where I can see the effect my life has on others.
It'd be nice to get some sort of a job doing something for a cool organization like habitat for humanity or something like that where I'm helping people, but given things like rent and whatnot I'll probably start out with something like working at a coffeehouse or restaurant or whatever.
Anyway, starting to have a plan for a little part of my life anyway is making me feel a lot better. I don't want anyone to think that I'm just a slacker, because that isn't why I'm doing this. I just need some more life experience and I need to figure out what is important to me, and that's something I've started to do recently, and I think that this will really help.
So, thanks to everyone who has been so supportive of me and understanding. I probably wouldn't have made it this far without you, or else I would have fucked myself up royally without you.
Love, Carrie