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well .. now that we have a whole journal thing goin i guess its my turn once again.
i hate it when people try to insult me about my age, when you arent half as mature as i am. i have a $40,000 car, a job for the past six years, and i buy my own things. i pay some bills here and there, about $500-$600 a month. so please, for your sake, dont bitch about how old i am... it only makes you look stupid.
i do get into everyone elses business but never have i once talked shit about any of you. if i said it to anyone, i'd say it to your face.
you arent used to people like me, you're used to the sams of the world (sorry sam) playing the lets talk shit, ignore each other, and then be friends the next day. oh i "tripped" and slapped you real mature sweetie :)..and the playdoh shirts.. seriously now. i am not sam.. i am nothing like sam. i've grown up so different than all of you. its amusing to see how you react to new people.
im sorry im not like the rest of urbana. or the lovely hot topic kids of urbana :)
im not afraid to say what is on my mind. and i am going to say it if you like it or not. i dont have to be in your life to talk about you, i can and do say whatever i want. i've only said stuff about sam and adins age a couple of months ago. i like adin, i think she is cool. they can be happy and all that.. i have no problem with them.
and nikita, i said nothing about you sweetie. nothing was to you .. i have no problem with you. i still love you and everything but if you want to hate me for this i guess you can.
and seriously casey just shut the fuck up. you run from me every time we are in the same like fucking city. dont talk about me.. or my girlfriend. you have nothing to do with this, although i am afraid that you might get your crew and come after me if i keep talking about carolyn.
and i wasnt high when i wrote any of this. i do have a problem with straight edge people because in a way they are discriminating against people who choose to use drugs or alcohol. im sorry i can have fun and keep a job and do well in school. maybe you just arent that talented? for you to be all open minded and all that happy shit, you shouldnt put down the use of drugs :)
it amuses me that you think you and nikita will work out when you can do whatever you want and she has to do what you want. i've heard many times "i cant smoke she'll get mad at me" "carolyn doesnt like it when i smoke pot" and dont say im saying this because my girlfriend smokes pot. once again (sorry sam) i cant be with people who try to control me.
and yes, i am in 10th grade. but does it really matter that you're older than me? what are you going to do like fight me or something?
and ok yes i do have a problem with calling people out, brooke is fucking nasty. but i probably cant say that because she carries razors on her and might whip one out wherever she is and kill herself. 9th grade is such hell these days.
and you're right i never have fun unless i am intoxicated in some way. but you wouldnt imagine how many times i've gotten high with certain people :)
so you and nikita wont break up.
you are too afraid to .. unless you find someone new and nikita gets some sense and ends it for good. that will never happen.
(no sams were emotionally hurt in the making of this journal entry. she has changed, towards me atleast. thank you for letting me use your name)
i hate it when people try to insult me about my age, when you arent half as mature as i am. i have a $40,000 car, a job for the past six years, and i buy my own things. i pay some bills here and there, about $500-$600 a month. so please, for your sake, dont bitch about how old i am... it only makes you look stupid.
i do get into everyone elses business but never have i once talked shit about any of you. if i said it to anyone, i'd say it to your face.
you arent used to people like me, you're used to the sams of the world (sorry sam) playing the lets talk shit, ignore each other, and then be friends the next day. oh i "tripped" and slapped you real mature sweetie :)..and the playdoh shirts.. seriously now. i am not sam.. i am nothing like sam. i've grown up so different than all of you. its amusing to see how you react to new people.
im sorry im not like the rest of urbana. or the lovely hot topic kids of urbana :)
im not afraid to say what is on my mind. and i am going to say it if you like it or not. i dont have to be in your life to talk about you, i can and do say whatever i want. i've only said stuff about sam and adins age a couple of months ago. i like adin, i think she is cool. they can be happy and all that.. i have no problem with them.
and nikita, i said nothing about you sweetie. nothing was to you .. i have no problem with you. i still love you and everything but if you want to hate me for this i guess you can.
and seriously casey just shut the fuck up. you run from me every time we are in the same like fucking city. dont talk about me.. or my girlfriend. you have nothing to do with this, although i am afraid that you might get your crew and come after me if i keep talking about carolyn.
and i wasnt high when i wrote any of this. i do have a problem with straight edge people because in a way they are discriminating against people who choose to use drugs or alcohol. im sorry i can have fun and keep a job and do well in school. maybe you just arent that talented? for you to be all open minded and all that happy shit, you shouldnt put down the use of drugs :)
it amuses me that you think you and nikita will work out when you can do whatever you want and she has to do what you want. i've heard many times "i cant smoke she'll get mad at me" "carolyn doesnt like it when i smoke pot" and dont say im saying this because my girlfriend smokes pot. once again (sorry sam) i cant be with people who try to control me.
and yes, i am in 10th grade. but does it really matter that you're older than me? what are you going to do like fight me or something?
and ok yes i do have a problem with calling people out, brooke is fucking nasty. but i probably cant say that because she carries razors on her and might whip one out wherever she is and kill herself. 9th grade is such hell these days.
and you're right i never have fun unless i am intoxicated in some way. but you wouldnt imagine how many times i've gotten high with certain people :)
so you and nikita wont break up.
you are too afraid to .. unless you find someone new and nikita gets some sense and ends it for good. that will never happen.
(no sams were emotionally hurt in the making of this journal entry. she has changed, towards me atleast. thank you for letting me use your name)