that quiet, blissful kind of happy.
You know how it is when your favourite person says Hi How’s Your Day, and everything bad just melts away? Simply because that alone made you smile in front of your phone or computer. Or when you’re in the middle of crying so badly because of the circumstances, because of the distance, because of everything that the distance brings with it and takes away, because you just want him around right there right now just to hold you and make everything better… and then he says just what you wanted to hear even if you didn’t know it, especially when you didn’t expect it. What makes it all the better is the depth and love and heartbeat that came with what was said, that you just know they weren’t empty words said just for the sake of it. And how about that warm fuzzy feeling that just fills you up completely because you felt so utterly taken care of even from 10,000km away? Simply because despite having work to do, and being tired and all that jazz, he chose to stay on the phone with you from the time you were sitting around waiting to sober up til the time it took to get a cab and drop three friends off at three different locations til the time you were finally safely back in your own room on bed, and all this time, you were rambling on and on in inebriation.
The words fill this space and I could go on forever and yet still feel like these words don’t even begin to justify the depth of anything I am trying to express but still, i love you, love.
i know that only with you
you can brighten up my day anytime
it’s you i hold in my heart
never far, always near
so i can wipe my tears off my face
be brave again
i know i can
only with you
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