i don't care what anyone says. being an artist is hard.
and hilarious sometimes- like videotaping myself doing my homework
sans shirt or bra. that part was fun.
but today when i realized i hit a great big wall in my brain-
that part wasn't so fun.
but my prof was really great about it.
she asked me if i drift sometimes.
i said yes a little too quickly.
the real problem is.
i have great ideas
but the confidence of the average slug.
therefore- i talk myself out of a lot of things
i get scared.
and then mistake movement for action.
i'm doing a piece about
peg bearskin for the beastie exhibit at the khyber
ever since i started thinking about my nude self
i keep thinking about peg bearskin.
poor thing.
they threw rocks at her and all.
and when she married the prince- he cried every day.
in the original she transforms somehow and becomes beautiful-
and then he loves her. and stops crying.
what a sad story.