i look at all the lonely people
okay. i've calmed down from yesterday's incident/accident, though i still feel horrible.
here's what happened - briefly:
barrier stand met car door/side mirror. said barrier stand left a lasting impression on car door/side mirror, a (not-so-)pretty myriad of red and grey on a canvas of whitish silver.
result: i feel guilty forever.
the more people reassure me, the worse i feel. i'd rather be scolded till i want to jump out the window. at least i'd feel better after that. mom said it was okay and hugged me while i cried my eyes out. dad just told me to be more careful. they wouldn't let me pay for the repairs or do anything. why?! i feel especially bad cos it's not my car. thank goodness mom doesn't drive a Jaguar or a Ferrari - i'd have a heart attack.
many thanks to Lix (for calling and listening to me as i sobbed on the phone), Samme (for being my life coach - i think i'll have to change your tag), Alison & Lisa (for telling me it could have been worse - not that i would have liked it to be) for comforting me. ♥
i'm really liking Don't You (Forget About Me) - Michael Johns' version. i love how he hits the sharps. awesome. <3 ("HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY!"
and Lix has successfully influenced me into becoming a David Cook fan. his Hello and Eleanor Rigby pwn the originals. a lot.
Ramiele and Danny are terribly kute together. (and fyi, Danny was on The Ellen Degeneres Show a few days ago! he sang Superstar beautifully.)
(minimal AMI7 talk today!)
sports-
> hello, top spot in the table! :D though it was a lousy win. 328492384 chances and only 1 went in. you ought to check out Cristiano's celebration though - "ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR, FIVEEE!!!" XD it's amusing. (and gosh, who is this Laurent Robert from Derby? he's quite handsome.)
> hello, Ferrari you pootheads. >:( first Grand Prix of the season and both cars crash out. i am highly displeased. but then again, i suspect something was very wrong - you don't start a race with 22 cars and end up with only 7 successfully completing all 58 laps. foul play, anyone? *coughMcLarencough* >_>
i'm not sure if i can go to Brisbane anymore for 2 reasons.
a. guilt from the car > don't feel good about asking + Lizzie has yet to reply me
b. might have to go to Tianjin over the weekend in late April to visit my aunt.
c. $$$. i have enough for airfare + food + etc, but it all depends on whether i can go. :/
and while i'm being all jetsetter-ish, does anyone want to go to KL for a few days during summer hols?
yes, this is aimed at you - Salt + Lix + Yunru. :D Lix and i were talking about it sometime ago and figured it would be a good idea since it's nearby + not as expensive as Australia. :P but anyone else interested is welcome to approach me too!
p.s. welcome Iris
rebelstrike21! :)