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How I wish I could've slept in this morning. It was oh so cold outside from under my covers. Womb like. Comforting.
I've had some ephiphanies lately. Some major ones. I guess this is one of the perks of constantly thinking and analyzing myself. I'm constantly thinking about why I do things, the issues I have, why I have these issues, how can I resolve these issues, why people do things, all the sadness in this world, how I can make things better... It's all one big process. One big fucking process.
I can't seem to let things go until I figure them out. I refuse to push things into the back of my mind, letting it latently rest there until one day it rears its ugly head. I like to battle out things right here and now. Unfortunatlely, being so self-aware leads to lots of discoveries, but also a lot of anguish and sadness. But, every so often, something will happen that makes me feel lighter, letting me exhale that breath of air, to stand up a little straighter.
Thank goodness for that.
I've had some ephiphanies lately. Some major ones. I guess this is one of the perks of constantly thinking and analyzing myself. I'm constantly thinking about why I do things, the issues I have, why I have these issues, how can I resolve these issues, why people do things, all the sadness in this world, how I can make things better... It's all one big process. One big fucking process.
I can't seem to let things go until I figure them out. I refuse to push things into the back of my mind, letting it latently rest there until one day it rears its ugly head. I like to battle out things right here and now. Unfortunatlely, being so self-aware leads to lots of discoveries, but also a lot of anguish and sadness. But, every so often, something will happen that makes me feel lighter, letting me exhale that breath of air, to stand up a little straighter.
Thank goodness for that.