May 07, 2010 14:20
Everytime I light a fire in my life, you always find a way to burn the whole forest down.
Currently -> nice party hair + family issues + crazy shopping sprees with bubbly & wani + losing & getting cheated of alot of money + weekly crushes hahaha but Ethan Ruan owns yes + like a refugee I've literally been sleeping over everywhere else but home + I have no purpose in 2010 + I really have nice party hair hehe
March was really good, April was really bad & I was hoping against hope that May would be better (y'know, alternate months) but apparently not. Two histories are going to repeat this year (I know, like I hit the jackpot just the total opposite) & I don't know what to do about it. I suddenly feel like :/ :< :( all combined. God cannot be more unfair to me, all seventeen years on earth without a single smooth-sailing year, ah thanks much what am I supposed to learn from all this?