What to say?
I realized today that I'm not sure if I like myself or not. That's not too bad, but I prefer to not like myself. When you don't like yourself, you know what to do- change (or kill yourself I suppose, but that's really extreme). The worst is when you know that you like yourself. Once you've reached that point, you don't really want to change anymore, but eventually, other people are going to start wanting you to. I guess I'm just not very ambitious, which is cool with me, but everybody just figures you to be unhappy.
It's very calm in the office today.
I don't want John to go to school. Everyone's very skeptical when I say we're going to try and stick together. I'm skeptical too, but I really want to and if you want something hard enough, you get it right?
I'm thinking of going back to therapy. I went to the doctor's yesterday, they say I have to gain some weight, but I don't want to. I SEEK A SECOND OPINION SLUTS WHAT! I probably will never go to therapy again, but if I say it enough, it seems like I'm trying to get a better life for myself and be "truly" happy and that's what everyone wants right? I'm happy as is, thanks.
My butt hurts from falling off my bed yesterday. Actually I didn't fall off of it, I tried to jump on it and missed. How embarrassing is that? I know a lot more embarrassing things
It's very calm in the office today.
I don't want John to go to school. Everyone's very skeptical when I say we're going to try and stick together. I'm skeptical too, but I really want to and if you want something hard enough, you get it right?
I'm thinking of going back to therapy. I went to the doctor's yesterday, they say I have to gain some weight, but I don't want to. I SEEK A SECOND OPINION SLUTS WHAT! I probably will never go to therapy again, but if I say it enough, it seems like I'm trying to get a better life for myself and be "truly" happy and that's what everyone wants right? I'm happy as is, thanks.
My butt hurts from falling off my bed yesterday. Actually I didn't fall off of it, I tried to jump on it and missed. How embarrassing is that? I know a lot more embarrassing things