Jul 22, 2005 09:49
if i ever write a bad novel about a girl who commits suicide (which i assure you, i will) the suicide scene will go like this:
"dear mother", i wrote in my meticulous handwriting "this world is too dark, i must go to a better place, please do not be sad". a single tear fell from my eye and splattered upon the page, smearing some of the writing. sighing i put away my pen and propped the note on my nightstand. then i picked up the silver blade and cut through my wrists like a credit card being charged for some cheap, fluorescently colored lipstick at a big chain store, like woolworth's with a poor white trash woman standing behind you in line while she holds 2 snot covered and crying babies in her arms and all you want to do is get out of there. the dark red blood fell onto my lush white carpet. and suddenly... everything went dark.
blink 182 songs are so annoyingly catchy i'm just going to die. *dies*.
also i love billy more than anything in the world because he is so cute and egocentric and cuuuu-T. also i love light shows. also i love you. love love love you.
also i'm glad i don't like coffee. go me!!!
<3 michelle