some things are just too much for me
well, this really isn't a hiatus post but it is kinda like that.
i have this roller coaster of emotions about some particular things that's happening in the fandom and i feel like my space is getting too small. i feel suffocated at times and this is why i have decided to just keep somethings to myself.
to my friends in twitter, here in lj and in FB: you'll still see me ranting and flailing on my accounts but as hard as it maybe, i have decided to lessen flailing with other people. i want to try going back to being the silent fangirl i was before. don't worry, i shall always stalk all of you and i'll still pop up in your conversations from time to time but i guess i won't be visiting the FB group that much and i'll only use twitter to rant and flail on my own. another thing, although i wanted to start a comm, i'm afraid i will have to cancel that plan. there's so much going on with me, my RL and my fandom life that i feel the need to seclude myself and straighten things up. don't worry, i will still continue writing and the idea of leaving this fandom never crossed my mind (or atleast not yet). i hope all of you understand this.
i have this roller coaster of emotions about some particular things that's happening in the fandom and i feel like my space is getting too small. i feel suffocated at times and this is why i have decided to just keep somethings to myself.
to my friends in twitter, here in lj and in FB: you'll still see me ranting and flailing on my accounts but as hard as it maybe, i have decided to lessen flailing with other people. i want to try going back to being the silent fangirl i was before. don't worry, i shall always stalk all of you and i'll still pop up in your conversations from time to time but i guess i won't be visiting the FB group that much and i'll only use twitter to rant and flail on my own. another thing, although i wanted to start a comm, i'm afraid i will have to cancel that plan. there's so much going on with me, my RL and my fandom life that i feel the need to seclude myself and straighten things up. don't worry, i will still continue writing and the idea of leaving this fandom never crossed my mind (or atleast not yet). i hope all of you understand this.