Random blah blah
Sorry I haven't been updating... I just haven't had enough energy for anything this week.
Maybe it's because it's that "time of the month." Yes, you needed to know that.
Maybe it's because I'm severely malnourished. I didn't realize how much so until I had to do my diet project for my nutrition class. I can't remember exactly, but I do remember that I'm not taking enough calories in per day for daily function. That can't be good. And no, I'm not trying to lose weight. It's just a combination of laziness/lack of time/lack of money. I really need to make more of an effort to eat though. Take today for example. This is what I had today:
1 cup of cappuccino
1 sesame seed bagel w/ cream cheese
1/2 steak quesadilla
2 bottles of water
1 piece of caramel candy
1 handful of Skittles
Yes, that's all for the entire day, which started at 7am. I can't help it... I'm gone doing something almost every hour of the day, whether be it lab, school, or work. I'm lucky that I even convinced myself to buy some food today, cuz normally I hate spending money on any kind of fast food. If I had not spent any money today, all I would have had was the cappuccino and water, which were from my apartment.
Money is tight. It's always bad at the end of the month. Crap. I have about $1,000 in my bank account right now, which will pretty much be all gone soon. At least I got paid today, so that adds another $120 to the account. But with rent ($767), banquet ticket ($44), credit card bill ($120), hair+makeup for Saturday (~$60), nails ($10)... crap. And there's probably other things I've left out. Obviously that's not going to sit well with me so I gotta wake up early tomorrow to head over to the bank and get a cash advance on my credit card. I normally wouldn't be in this situation because whenever I go home, my parents give me money that I quickly store away. However, for various commitments up here, I haven't been home for about a month. Boo. =(
To add to all the crappiness of this week, things that were said made me feel really bad. I don't want to be specific as I hate drama crap, but yeah, all I have to say is that it isn't cool to openly criticize something that someone has put so much effort and time in, especially when that's not what you were asked to do. You want to change things? Fine, that's what you're entitled to do. But shit, have some respect for others and their work, especially when they're right in front of you. You don't have to pinpoint every little thing that YOU don't happen to like. It isn't even just what you said, but the way you said it and the way you looked saying it. Whether you meant to say things the way you did or not, it was obvious it came off in a negative way. You need to choose your words more carefully next time.
Ugh.
Maybe it's because it's that "time of the month." Yes, you needed to know that.
Maybe it's because I'm severely malnourished. I didn't realize how much so until I had to do my diet project for my nutrition class. I can't remember exactly, but I do remember that I'm not taking enough calories in per day for daily function. That can't be good. And no, I'm not trying to lose weight. It's just a combination of laziness/lack of time/lack of money. I really need to make more of an effort to eat though. Take today for example. This is what I had today:
1 cup of cappuccino
1 sesame seed bagel w/ cream cheese
1/2 steak quesadilla
2 bottles of water
1 piece of caramel candy
1 handful of Skittles
Yes, that's all for the entire day, which started at 7am. I can't help it... I'm gone doing something almost every hour of the day, whether be it lab, school, or work. I'm lucky that I even convinced myself to buy some food today, cuz normally I hate spending money on any kind of fast food. If I had not spent any money today, all I would have had was the cappuccino and water, which were from my apartment.
Money is tight. It's always bad at the end of the month. Crap. I have about $1,000 in my bank account right now, which will pretty much be all gone soon. At least I got paid today, so that adds another $120 to the account. But with rent ($767), banquet ticket ($44), credit card bill ($120), hair+makeup for Saturday (~$60), nails ($10)... crap. And there's probably other things I've left out. Obviously that's not going to sit well with me so I gotta wake up early tomorrow to head over to the bank and get a cash advance on my credit card. I normally wouldn't be in this situation because whenever I go home, my parents give me money that I quickly store away. However, for various commitments up here, I haven't been home for about a month. Boo. =(
To add to all the crappiness of this week, things that were said made me feel really bad. I don't want to be specific as I hate drama crap, but yeah, all I have to say is that it isn't cool to openly criticize something that someone has put so much effort and time in, especially when that's not what you were asked to do. You want to change things? Fine, that's what you're entitled to do. But shit, have some respect for others and their work, especially when they're right in front of you. You don't have to pinpoint every little thing that YOU don't happen to like. It isn't even just what you said, but the way you said it and the way you looked saying it. Whether you meant to say things the way you did or not, it was obvious it came off in a negative way. You need to choose your words more carefully next time.
Ugh.