Feb 09, 2004 16:57
I only have so few words to show you all the ways I move around you.
I have a thousand and one reasons for silence and but one that makes my heart burst. This isn't the way I thought I'd be, these aren't the reasons that should rationalize all these mistakes and all the heartache that flows through these bedrooms. Every word we ever said to each other stays hidden away for a better day. And someday they'll stand up and shout, one day they'll walk out. And one day all my lame excuses will match theirs and friendship will leave through a window, similiarly to how it came to be.
We have our battle scars and our memories. We're all broken in different ways, from different times. And life works now, it doesn't hurt to breath. And sometimes I actually forget, I forget it all.. It's the comfort of spending long afternoons laying in the grass listening to sublime. Or running through the woods to be home before parents are. The 10 seconds to hide whatever it is we have before someone's mom/dad walks in the room. It's coordination, and being too caught up in life to notice anything else.