sorrow drips,
the past four days is over with a blink of an eye. i really wish i could proclaim that i will be able to do well for my prelim papers, but i can't. because it's pretty much screwed up. if you're feeling very down and disappointed (with yourself), take comfort. you're not alone. the whole cycle of failing, feeling depressed and picking myself up only to find myself failing once again is killing me and sucking my blood away from me. ya i know, stop wallowing in self-pity constance. i know i need to stop complaining. but it's just very hard to keep on track, keep the momentum of studying and not lose my focus if i were to see no results. not even a slight improvement. it's frustrating.
however, i still need to continue to study for my prelims. no matter what. ironic i know. but i don't enjoy going into the examination hall, unprepared. i'm just basically ranting if you were to realise by now. so congratulations, you survived my whining. and i will stop right here, right now.
lighter note, went to comex at suntec just now. like the whole singapore was there. since when did 28th august become a public holiday? and i thought it would be less crowded in the day as compared to after 5pm. but no, i was wrong. practically squeezing my way through. and, i saw my canon baby. ): i felt a sense of lost after i left the canon booth. idk. although i've never own that canon baby, i really felt a little heartache.
after which, dad and i went around town, in search of a black bag for mummy. her birthday's like in less than a week? 3rd september. saw this really really gorgeous mont blanc bag. but it cost $1530. whole lot of money. i think my dad would be crazy to buy that bag. and my mum will probably just keep the bag as some display piece at home. hahaha. exaggeration, yes.
yup. this is the sexy expensive bag.
i feel healthy today. i went for a swim with my brother. random, but it's good. at least some exercise. now that there's no more dance practices, constance is putting on some weight with junk food and all. hmmm. i think i'm going swimming with shar mummy on tuesday again. and probably some studying the whole of next week.
i need to study. and im drilling this into my puny brain of mine.
however, i still need to continue to study for my prelims. no matter what. ironic i know. but i don't enjoy going into the examination hall, unprepared. i'm just basically ranting if you were to realise by now. so congratulations, you survived my whining. and i will stop right here, right now.
lighter note, went to comex at suntec just now. like the whole singapore was there. since when did 28th august become a public holiday? and i thought it would be less crowded in the day as compared to after 5pm. but no, i was wrong. practically squeezing my way through. and, i saw my canon baby. ): i felt a sense of lost after i left the canon booth. idk. although i've never own that canon baby, i really felt a little heartache.
after which, dad and i went around town, in search of a black bag for mummy. her birthday's like in less than a week? 3rd september. saw this really really gorgeous mont blanc bag. but it cost $1530. whole lot of money. i think my dad would be crazy to buy that bag. and my mum will probably just keep the bag as some display piece at home. hahaha. exaggeration, yes.
yup. this is the sexy expensive bag.
i feel healthy today. i went for a swim with my brother. random, but it's good. at least some exercise. now that there's no more dance practices, constance is putting on some weight with junk food and all. hmmm. i think i'm going swimming with shar mummy on tuesday again. and probably some studying the whole of next week.
i need to study. and im drilling this into my puny brain of mine.