the rollercoaster of life
i'm so dumb :P i left my lights on yesterday...had to get my car jumped....and what do i do after driving home in the rain?? leave them on again!!! lord i think God decided i had too much to deal with lately to get another car battery lol....i'm a lucky girl :P (p.s. THANKS BEA...i owe u one more smoothie :) hehe )
yeeeeeaaaa so it hasnt really been my month...ben and i broke up, my cars broken down one too many times even if i am dumb these past few times, i'm offically a sick lil girl again :/, i'm having a tough time with the child life regulations, i just can't wait to be done w/school....so i've just been allllll sorts of emotional....
on the flip side though, i truly believe everything happens for a reason, and even though i've been pretty down the last week, i'm getting back to my optimism...i'm so lucky to have my fam and some amazing friends behind me (ha "balls" word...and what would be fun w/out the 'drunken slutness' LOL) .... this is the 1st time in 5+ years i havent been in a realtionship and i really think with all the "other" news being thrown my way this is prolly exactly what i need :)......not that it's not sad cause ben really is a great guy (when he believes it) but for both of us right now it is for the better...
in the mean time though I'M SO EXCITED to get our apt. this week with two of the greatest roommates EVER! PLUS i can't wait for the child life stuff i get to do at <3 camp, and now camp hope this summer...there is nothing better than making a difference in those kids lives....and i'm going back to daycare early! YAY the infant room for a couple weeks and then preschool with holly who i miss insanely and all my kids who i can't even deal not seeing lol. PLUS only one more year till a job i'll LOVE to have. OMGoodness and the stuff at home...it's gonna be so fun in the next couple months...but i'll have to explain later cause were gonna take the dogs for a walk (yes all 5!!! haha) I am gonna miss my 2nd fam SO MUCH! YAY and then coffee with one of the cutest girls i know ;)
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!! :) :) :)
yeeeeeaaaa so it hasnt really been my month...ben and i broke up, my cars broken down one too many times even if i am dumb these past few times, i'm offically a sick lil girl again :/, i'm having a tough time with the child life regulations, i just can't wait to be done w/school....so i've just been allllll sorts of emotional....
on the flip side though, i truly believe everything happens for a reason, and even though i've been pretty down the last week, i'm getting back to my optimism...i'm so lucky to have my fam and some amazing friends behind me (ha "balls" word...and what would be fun w/out the 'drunken slutness' LOL) .... this is the 1st time in 5+ years i havent been in a realtionship and i really think with all the "other" news being thrown my way this is prolly exactly what i need :)......not that it's not sad cause ben really is a great guy (when he believes it) but for both of us right now it is for the better...
in the mean time though I'M SO EXCITED to get our apt. this week with two of the greatest roommates EVER! PLUS i can't wait for the child life stuff i get to do at <3 camp, and now camp hope this summer...there is nothing better than making a difference in those kids lives....and i'm going back to daycare early! YAY the infant room for a couple weeks and then preschool with holly who i miss insanely and all my kids who i can't even deal not seeing lol. PLUS only one more year till a job i'll LOVE to have. OMGoodness and the stuff at home...it's gonna be so fun in the next couple months...but i'll have to explain later cause were gonna take the dogs for a walk (yes all 5!!! haha) I am gonna miss my 2nd fam SO MUCH! YAY and then coffee with one of the cutest girls i know ;)
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!! :) :) :)