another day. . .
what an insane week!!! ahhh :(
I just got home today for the weekend though and that's kinda nice. haha and i hung out with my cousins tonight and my sister. thank goodness my beckster (diva muffin lol) was there. i have complete and total debt to her for putting up with freakin disney charades (lol and yes i'm serious)! wow...and laughing about...i mean with lol... them def made me feel a million times better :)
Believe it or not i'm so excited to go shopping with my mommy tommorrow! lol :P and i get to hit up the brandtson concert and dinner w/becky and melissa's party at NU :) oh my goodness one of my old best friends from highschool called me today and shes's getting married!!!! so i'm gonna get to meet him and her for coffee on sunday. so freakin weird. she's such an awesome funny girl tho :) i'm so psyched.
so theres always SOMETHING to smile about...
i dunno...its 1am and i'm so not able to sleep right now even tho i'm exhausted! but i guess i don't have anything FUN to type about...lol. i would love to mention though how amazingly friends and fam can come through tho when things are tough, i know i've prolly said this a million times this week but who wouldnt love hearing how awesome they are? hehe. Not just for me though but on a bunch of levels with a bunch of people i can just see it. for real, i honestly in the midst of me feeling so guilty and shitty i am so thankful for so much right now. this week i've had trouble with words, just trying to put feelings into words, haha so i actually thought wouldn't it be nice if i could just buy everyone new cars?!?! i mean how much fun would that be!!! if i won millions of dollars right now i'd so be on top of that! butttt since i dont have the money i guess just a zillion thank you's and i'm always here for you's will have to do. (dammit lol)
so now that i'm pretty much making no sense i should at least attempt to get some sleep...have a wonderful day/evening!!! HUGS
I just got home today for the weekend though and that's kinda nice. haha and i hung out with my cousins tonight and my sister. thank goodness my beckster (diva muffin lol) was there. i have complete and total debt to her for putting up with freakin disney charades (lol and yes i'm serious)! wow...and laughing about...i mean with lol... them def made me feel a million times better :)
Believe it or not i'm so excited to go shopping with my mommy tommorrow! lol :P and i get to hit up the brandtson concert and dinner w/becky and melissa's party at NU :) oh my goodness one of my old best friends from highschool called me today and shes's getting married!!!! so i'm gonna get to meet him and her for coffee on sunday. so freakin weird. she's such an awesome funny girl tho :) i'm so psyched.
so theres always SOMETHING to smile about...
i dunno...its 1am and i'm so not able to sleep right now even tho i'm exhausted! but i guess i don't have anything FUN to type about...lol. i would love to mention though how amazingly friends and fam can come through tho when things are tough, i know i've prolly said this a million times this week but who wouldnt love hearing how awesome they are? hehe. Not just for me though but on a bunch of levels with a bunch of people i can just see it. for real, i honestly in the midst of me feeling so guilty and shitty i am so thankful for so much right now. this week i've had trouble with words, just trying to put feelings into words, haha so i actually thought wouldn't it be nice if i could just buy everyone new cars?!?! i mean how much fun would that be!!! if i won millions of dollars right now i'd so be on top of that! butttt since i dont have the money i guess just a zillion thank you's and i'm always here for you's will have to do. (dammit lol)
so now that i'm pretty much making no sense i should at least attempt to get some sleep...have a wonderful day/evening!!! HUGS