Only 18 days left
I start to feel VERY nervous. Or rather... I have been very nervous for some time now.
I had my last day at work almost 2 weeks ago. And since then I started to realize that my travel to China is becoming real. And that is SO scary! I mean, I am not scared of China or of the University or anything like that. I am scared that everything will be totally new and confusing. And I am SO sad to leave my friends, my family and most of all my bf behind.
I already started to count the study as "4 times half a year" instead of "2 years" (which freaks me out). But... it is only 18 days!
Besides, there is SO much left to do. Next week me and my bf will be traveling. The week after that I have to:
- pack my stuff
- give away everything I don't need
- have my furniture sold/ picked up/ storraged
- cleaned everything (including clothes)
- paint the flat
- pick up my visa in M
- make a goodbye present for bf
- say goodbye to all my friends/ family
- burned all my CDs and DVDs on my laptop
- visited the doctor again
- and everything else I forgot right now.
Oh man... I really would like to stop the time right now. I'm totally stressed and need some time out to calm down and think and prepar and... just for myself.
I don't know how to describe it: I'm looking forward to studying again and going to China and seeing new things and all that. But I almost cry thinking of leaving here!
Hm... this could be the last post for a while. I'm not sure when I will have internet again. And if LJ is allowed in China anyway. So "see you all soon"
*hugs&kisses*
I had my last day at work almost 2 weeks ago. And since then I started to realize that my travel to China is becoming real. And that is SO scary! I mean, I am not scared of China or of the University or anything like that. I am scared that everything will be totally new and confusing. And I am SO sad to leave my friends, my family and most of all my bf behind.
I already started to count the study as "4 times half a year" instead of "2 years" (which freaks me out). But... it is only 18 days!
Besides, there is SO much left to do. Next week me and my bf will be traveling. The week after that I have to:
- pack my stuff
- give away everything I don't need
- have my furniture sold/ picked up/ storraged
- cleaned everything (including clothes)
- paint the flat
- pick up my visa in M
- make a goodbye present for bf
- say goodbye to all my friends/ family
- burned all my CDs and DVDs on my laptop
- visited the doctor again
- and everything else I forgot right now.
Oh man... I really would like to stop the time right now. I'm totally stressed and need some time out to calm down and think and prepar and... just for myself.
I don't know how to describe it: I'm looking forward to studying again and going to China and seeing new things and all that. But I almost cry thinking of leaving here!
Hm... this could be the last post for a while. I'm not sure when I will have internet again. And if LJ is allowed in China anyway. So "see you all soon"
*hugs&kisses*