WHY?! WHY?! WHY?!
hey people wuts up nun much here jus chillen n bored as usual. well travis is having his party today n we planned for me to come over but because my mom wants my dad to dirve me there i dont think its gon work as accordingly. o well i guess there'll be other times anywayz yea i've jus decided to stay home cuz the thing is he lives next to my parents frends so if my dad drives me he'll probably go over n then they'll tell him wuts rele goin on next door n i rele dont feel like takin that risk n then i could ask my dad but then he mite want to talk to him which is another not good thing. but yea wut could i say? some things jus dont work out the way you plan. i'll call him round 7 n tell him i'm not comin. why dont my parents jus let me hang with poeple for a while.*cuz they love you n they only want to protect you* well they're being over-protective i cant take it anymore *well jus wait til you get older n you get to do w/e you want* but thats too long!! *WELL I DONT KNO WUT TO TELL YOU LEAVE ME ALONE I'M JUS THE VOICE INSIDE YOUR HEAD* blah! but seriusly this whole summer i havent been able to do anything. then wen i finally have a chance to do sumthing there's always sumthing else to take it away. i mean yea sure i got to do a few things but i mean thats like a once ina while thing. it wasnt til the 9th grade that my parents let me go to a frend from skool's houz n it was rissa's n that was only once that whole year then last year i got a few times but only to jackie's for a science project so they had no choice n then that was it n then jus to rissa for her pool party n bowling then there was the second of this month that i got to go out with travis and nikkie sayin that i was gon hang with jackie again. so how many times was that in my LIFE? only 5!! come on now! give me some freedom. if i was able to go tonite i was gon meet his step sister n maybe even some more people but NOO my mom had to ruin it!! ahhhhhhh!!!!! well yea i think thats about all i wanted to say about that. tommoro i'm takin care of my niece and neph again but i'm getting paid this time ($20 not bad) anywayz then yea that about all that i'm gon do this weekend yea it sux i kno. i've had more boring ones trust me!! *WHINE* I WAS LOOKIN FOWARD TO TONITE!!!!!!!! *sob*cry*gasp* i'll be ok. so i'm jus listenin to music now. i'm jus gon go now n see wut i could do with myself i talk to you guys later byez...:(