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I just realized I never explained something.
I deleted a few people a while ago - people I know on the island. I was having a rough time with anxiety and found it really agitating only keeping up with you on some internet journal and not in real life. I would like to be more a part of your lives, preferably in real life, but sometimes I just don't have the guts. Experiencing your lives second hand just feels like a slap in the face.
I only have family members and friends from far off places added at the moment because I know it's the only way that I can keep up with them.
Anyway, I'm sorry.
I deleted a few people a while ago - people I know on the island. I was having a rough time with anxiety and found it really agitating only keeping up with you on some internet journal and not in real life. I would like to be more a part of your lives, preferably in real life, but sometimes I just don't have the guts. Experiencing your lives second hand just feels like a slap in the face.
I only have family members and friends from far off places added at the moment because I know it's the only way that I can keep up with them.
Anyway, I'm sorry.