Confusion
I am Jack's raging emotions.
or
I am Jack's broken heart.
Today's been a bit of a rollercoaster for me. In the past 24 hours I almost kissed a boy. The air was charged and practically demanded for someone to do something. But instead of obeying the forces of nature, the desire of my hormones, or that pit in the bottom of my stomach, I laughed it off and walked away. I am officially the world's biggest coward.
On the other side of the coin, I received a letter from Dave today. A hand written letter, which I think is something I have never received in my life from a boy. When I pulled it out of the mailbox I chuckled, then burst into this uncontrolled high-pitched laughter. Because laughing is easier than losing it, especially in front of your neighbours.
I won't get into details about it, sufficient to say nothing will change from it, even though that wasn't it's intent. Just seems like every time I get things together another wrench gets thrown in to mess it back up.
or
I am Jack's broken heart.
Today's been a bit of a rollercoaster for me. In the past 24 hours I almost kissed a boy. The air was charged and practically demanded for someone to do something. But instead of obeying the forces of nature, the desire of my hormones, or that pit in the bottom of my stomach, I laughed it off and walked away. I am officially the world's biggest coward.
On the other side of the coin, I received a letter from Dave today. A hand written letter, which I think is something I have never received in my life from a boy. When I pulled it out of the mailbox I chuckled, then burst into this uncontrolled high-pitched laughter. Because laughing is easier than losing it, especially in front of your neighbours.
I won't get into details about it, sufficient to say nothing will change from it, even though that wasn't it's intent. Just seems like every time I get things together another wrench gets thrown in to mess it back up.