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So today it hit me. And it hurts so much. I hate this. Im lost and confused and lonely. forgive me for being emo but i can't help it. I've gone 4 days without cracking but today was tough. I don't want to wait anymore but i have no choice. I knew this day would come but i was hoping it it never would. I couldn't imagine it being any longer, i wouldn't be able to deal. meh i'm sad but it'll be over soon. come home, i miss and love you.