i hate food
Ok so i'm getting fat again. i hate it and i need to go back to school cuz i eat alot at home and by the time i go back i'll have gained all my weight back. this sux. Stupid holidays. blah i should go to the gym everyday but gods knows that won't happen. i hate being fat. i just want to be normal. i can't stop thinking about it. i kno when i get like this and i don't care about anything else and it's horrible and i feel like shit but i can't stop and i don't even want to. i just wanna be thin and at this rate i'll be the size of my house. i dunno whatever