People annoy me.
It's true. In general, they annoy the hell out of me.
Part of me is dreading RHPS. I mean, I can't wait to be there will the people I love and dress up and stuff....but there are some reasons why it just doesn't seem like a good time. This could be the anxiety coming back. So much of it is one big anxiety attack for me and it always has been. I've got a dual thing going on: Too much attention placed on me, and yet lost in a sea of faces where I'm just a peon.
Also: The people who REALLY annoy me are those who look up all of the lines on the internet before they go to a showing for the first time. Seriously, this phenomenon was not written down by it's founders...it was passed down through oral tradition...(no, that's not what i mean, but that's a part of it too, i'm sure.)
This has always annoyed me. Moreso now than ever.
I need a nap.
In happier news: I got my harddrive today. No clue how to use it, though. Katie is coming over tonight probably.
What day is it, the second?? Oh, of course. This would make sense. Maybe. I don't know. I never can keep track of these things. I've been bitchy and feeling like crap most of the morning.
Part of me is dreading RHPS. I mean, I can't wait to be there will the people I love and dress up and stuff....but there are some reasons why it just doesn't seem like a good time. This could be the anxiety coming back. So much of it is one big anxiety attack for me and it always has been. I've got a dual thing going on: Too much attention placed on me, and yet lost in a sea of faces where I'm just a peon.
Also: The people who REALLY annoy me are those who look up all of the lines on the internet before they go to a showing for the first time. Seriously, this phenomenon was not written down by it's founders...it was passed down through oral tradition...(no, that's not what i mean, but that's a part of it too, i'm sure.)
This has always annoyed me. Moreso now than ever.
I need a nap.
In happier news: I got my harddrive today. No clue how to use it, though. Katie is coming over tonight probably.
What day is it, the second?? Oh, of course. This would make sense. Maybe. I don't know. I never can keep track of these things. I've been bitchy and feeling like crap most of the morning.