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Sep 19, 2005 12:58

well yeah, today was a fucked up day.

I was pissed at one of my "best friends", because....well mainly cause i miss her, and she flaked out on me
....again. So i wasnt talking to her this morning. Then the other "best friend" of mine was mad at me, and
had an attitude with me cause i was pissed at the other one. Explain that to me?? And the one that i was pissed
at thinks i told people somethin she told me not to tell. First off i would never do that, thats fucked up i
dont go around telling peoples buisness, why would i waste my time on shit a two year old does. Anyway, i am
gonna take one of my friends advice.......get over it, its not even worth my time. True friends arnt like that,
i have no true friends.....maybe i did befor, but i relized when they stop hanging out with stop calling and
star getting an attitude with you that they dont want you around, nor should you want them around. I do admit
i shouldnt have gotten this upset over the fact i got flaked on, but i know it wouldnt have happend if i was
with them. So i feel no remorse, i dont care anymore. Im sure well say hi in the hallways when this is all over
but other then that im not to sure anymore. They have there lifes, and i need to get mine,i need to be done with
always being wrong and never being allowed to get mad with out everyoneganging up on, exspecially when its non
of their fucking buisness anyway. but i do love it when people do that. they have their friends, and i guess
they have enough i know they do. I have no self pity, and by this they will probably either get more mad or say
i just want attention, i just want them to know i am over it. i am done with stupid ass aguments, its way to
for people who dont want you around. i love them to death but everyonme has a limit even them so yeah thats it
for me, say what you want be pissed if you want dont talk to me if thats what you want I DONT CARE! i really dont
dont even waste your time, we all know i am a bitch, and i want attention and shit so save it, i dont care.

....................................missy.............................................................
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