Mar 01, 2005 00:33
Ok so this weekend was great. Spent it with AnnMarie again at her house chillin an eattin and sleepin a lil. Oh yeah and Chelle's. That was wacked out! So I've been dyin again cuz of this damn cough and its seriously killin me. Idk what it is or anythin but I cant stop and it doesnt hurt or nuttin. Its just there again. Oh yeah, next semister, NUTTIN BEFORE NOON OR 1PM!!!! I cant stand gettin up early anymore cuz I love to sleep in so late. I mean hell, I dont go to bed til fuckin damn near 1am or maybe as late as 3, but still its nice to sleep in past 11 some days. I finally called about community service too! I got a thing on the 16th bout Meals on Wheels so hopefully that will take up a lot of time so I can totally get my car back!! Newsflash: AnnMarie is plannin somethin big for my bday. Idk y and I know she cares bout me a lot but I'm not one for like big bashes. I mean, I know I have no say bout it since shes plannin it and all but I honestly dont want any gifts or bashes. I just like wanna have a mellow bday. (sorry babe) I mean I wanna have a normal day. I'm gonna have to go to school that day anyways, but I wanna go to the Tigers game against the White Soxs. Ive never seen them before and I like a lot of the players they got on that team. But I just wanna like sleep in, do whatever I want without anyone tellin me what to do or when to do it. You know, just let me be me that day. I wanna like wake up and watch Sportscenter like always and just lay round and be lazy all day. If I dont wanna do anythin then,....you know? I know shes gonna read this and be like "i dont care I'm still doin it". Thats fine but you know how I feel bout things like that. I mean all I wanted last year was to go to vegas and see my college team play baseball. This year, idk, Tiger baseball? I honestly dont want anythin at all. ANYWHO!!! School is goin good and I think I'm gonna do better on the next few tests for math and history. I HOPE!! Idk things right now, at this second,......idk I guess I'm still fustrated over nuttin. I just am for some odd reason. Like I could seriously use a punchin bag right now or somethin to punch or somethin to take out my anger on! This typin bullshit doesnt work all the time. (insert now) Like I wanna lift weights, but I cant cuz I have class during the times of open gym. I wanna play football so I can hit people and fuck someone up, but its not fall and I cant play anymore. THIS SHIT SERIOUSLY FUCKING SUCKS A FAT ONE!!! Yeah I know a lot of you are thinkin, "oh great here he goes again into this depression mode." Yeah so what if I am? I'm also in a furious mode too! I dont think those two together would make a good combo. Idk what else to put here. Theres not a whole lot more to say. PEACE!