wheeee!
i need my penknife! HAHA! why do i always seem to get depressed during the holidays? maybe i should stay in school longer..=.=''' but at least now i know where my penknife is..all thanks to clemence and his wonderful physics group! yay! and mom even bought a new penknife! *rejoices* haha..i have that stupid report due tomorrow..oh woe is me! i don't know how to write..*cries* i want someone to kill me..like right now..yes i know i'm selfish..my poor life science group..see? stephanie's in batam! AND SHE HAS ONE REPORT DUE! *cries* and the rest of my group hasn't passed the stuff to me yet! SEE ME FREAK! ARGH! me ish going on cutting spree tonight! yay! anyway jessica, i do NOT appreciate you saying "shit u" repeatedly to me just because i have a project to do and can't go out with you! especially since you asked LAST MINUTE! as in really LAST MINUTE! SO THERE! i need help..psychologist? BOOO! i miss my sister..some how..i do..ARGH..i'm not going to go all "if i die..." and everything..cuz' i know that i just don't have the guts to kill myself..and i hate that fact..as much as i hate having to go to hell when i die..I WISH THERE WAS NO SUCH THING AS AFTERLIFE! i don't mind there not being a heaven! i just don't want to have to live anymore even after i die..so what if god has planned a good life for me in the end..i don't care..i don't want to live it..i just don't want to live anymore..