Mar 07, 2006 19:18
Yep folks you guessed it, she's back.
My sister had a go at me for not facing up to the music...my question is how are you suppose to face up to the music if the person playing it doesn't think they are?
There's so much stuff I remember from our friendship, lots of good things, don't get me wrong I did have lots of fun but that's when I was extremely naive. So naive in fact that I believed she won loads of money in London but just couldn't be bothered going about getting it sent to her. So naive that I believed she had round the world plane tickets and tickets to see the Soccer world cup.
So naive that I put up with her my boyfriend is better than your boyfriend when for all we know her boyfriend was non-existent and only came onto the scene when I started dating Andreas.
What really hurts me is she constantly has to be better than everyone, that she can't be happy for us. That's what really hurts, if we have some happy news she doesn't share in it she just one ups us. I told her I was really looking forward to having a fun trip to Margaret River with friends that she didn't know and low and behold it wasn't oh you'll have such a good time bring back photos it was well I'm going to Seabird or I'm going to take blah blah and go hiking. She could never be happy for me and that really really hurts.
Along with all the lies she's ever sprouted and believe me when I say that's well into the thousands. My favourite was that on the night Andreas and I hooked up, the morning after or so she tells me he was trying to get with her. BULL SHIT! So you know what FUCK HER! I'm happy with my life, I'm happy for my friends when they're happy, I don't need that kinda pre-school shit anymore.
Sorry for the giant rant but as I said she's back and that's bound to stir up trouble.
On another note, I have my first 5am start at work tomorrow, man I hope I don't stuff up!!! But I really enjoy it so hopefully it'll all go ok enough for me to handle!
tbb