Woah...
Hey everyone.
My 4th of July sucked. I had some beers and... the end. Yesterday on the other hand... was weird.
My friend Derek came over at like 4-ish because I woke up at like 2:00PM. We hung out, listened to music, that kinda shit. Well, he and I just got really bored so we went out to Oldschool Pizza and got a cheese pizza. We ate, then went into my room to watch TV and "cuddle". Okay, to explain the cuddling... we were both just, well, you know what I'm trying to say...
Well, we were watching Kablam! and he had his hand on my knee. He was moving it around, lower and lower within the period of like, a half hour. I was getting mighty uncomfortable but I didn't wanna say anything cause it was kind of turning me on. I was flipping around on the TV looking for the music station, hoping that Culture Club was on with their song "Do You Really Want To Hurt Me?" cause I LOVE culture club and I was getting really freaked out about what was happening. Derek is like a brother. Well, I'm into my brother, so, he's like... a cousin. And, he's hot and stuff and any girl would be lucky to have him, he's just more of a friend than anything else.
Anywho, I found Roseanne on TV and I wanted to watch Roseanne, hoping that maybe would give him "the message". Well, I was indeed turned on so I just let him do it, I tried to get into it but couldn't. Roseanne didn't give him the hint, and, to make matters worse, it was the episode where the old people were walking around naked and Roseanne and Dan were watching them from their window! EEEEWWW.
Well, what all happened with me and Derek you ask? He moved his hand closer and closer to my "fun spot" and put his hands down my pants and fingered me. I can't believe that happened and I was so ashamed and freaked out I actually cried. I NEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDD TO REPENT MYSELF!!!
Well, I better get on that...
Love you all,
-The Buchananator
OH, by the way... ME AND DEREK NEVER KISSED ONCE!!! HAHA!!! He fingered me, yet he never kissed me. GOD he's shy. I love him anyways though... hehehehehe
My 4th of July sucked. I had some beers and... the end. Yesterday on the other hand... was weird.
My friend Derek came over at like 4-ish because I woke up at like 2:00PM. We hung out, listened to music, that kinda shit. Well, he and I just got really bored so we went out to Oldschool Pizza and got a cheese pizza. We ate, then went into my room to watch TV and "cuddle". Okay, to explain the cuddling... we were both just, well, you know what I'm trying to say...
Well, we were watching Kablam! and he had his hand on my knee. He was moving it around, lower and lower within the period of like, a half hour. I was getting mighty uncomfortable but I didn't wanna say anything cause it was kind of turning me on. I was flipping around on the TV looking for the music station, hoping that Culture Club was on with their song "Do You Really Want To Hurt Me?" cause I LOVE culture club and I was getting really freaked out about what was happening. Derek is like a brother. Well, I'm into my brother, so, he's like... a cousin. And, he's hot and stuff and any girl would be lucky to have him, he's just more of a friend than anything else.
Anywho, I found Roseanne on TV and I wanted to watch Roseanne, hoping that maybe would give him "the message". Well, I was indeed turned on so I just let him do it, I tried to get into it but couldn't. Roseanne didn't give him the hint, and, to make matters worse, it was the episode where the old people were walking around naked and Roseanne and Dan were watching them from their window! EEEEWWW.
Well, what all happened with me and Derek you ask? He moved his hand closer and closer to my "fun spot" and put his hands down my pants and fingered me. I can't believe that happened and I was so ashamed and freaked out I actually cried. I NEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDD TO REPENT MYSELF!!!
Well, I better get on that...
Love you all,
-The Buchananator
OH, by the way... ME AND DEREK NEVER KISSED ONCE!!! HAHA!!! He fingered me, yet he never kissed me. GOD he's shy. I love him anyways though... hehehehehe