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im really tired. but i haven't updated in awhile. so these are going to be kinda random thoughts.
amanda and i have been watching the 2nd season of carnival. its been getting really good. i never really watched the first season. but it doesn't really matter to me, i seem to know whats going on, and the things i didn't know about amanda seemed to fill me in.
im really trying to get my act together, looking for a new job, getting back into school, making myself a better person. it seems to be working out, because i feel a little happier with life.
amanda and i also went over to nates place tonight. which was good, because we talked about some of the ideas he had, and what he wanted to work on. i hope that i can be of some help, because he has some really good stories, and i don't want to fuck everything up.
another thing is. i know it sounds pretty cheesy. but i want to ask alysha to be my friend again on myspace. the weird thing is that it really means a lot to me, and im kinda afraid the she will deny me. it really bothers me, for one because she is a cool person, and two because im really not too happy having amandas best friend hating me. i probably should write her a letter because she wrote to me and explained why she was so mad at me. i - of course didn't write back, not because i wanted to be an asshole. but because i didn't know what to say. she was right, and i couldn't say anything in my defense that wouldn't be wrong.
of course if i am still one of her friend on lj (which i think i am) she probably would have just read this. in which case. you should be expecting an apology letter, and i hope we can work things out.
well i need to get some sleep to go to work at my crapy ass job, that i can't wait to leave.
amanda and i have been watching the 2nd season of carnival. its been getting really good. i never really watched the first season. but it doesn't really matter to me, i seem to know whats going on, and the things i didn't know about amanda seemed to fill me in.
im really trying to get my act together, looking for a new job, getting back into school, making myself a better person. it seems to be working out, because i feel a little happier with life.
amanda and i also went over to nates place tonight. which was good, because we talked about some of the ideas he had, and what he wanted to work on. i hope that i can be of some help, because he has some really good stories, and i don't want to fuck everything up.
another thing is. i know it sounds pretty cheesy. but i want to ask alysha to be my friend again on myspace. the weird thing is that it really means a lot to me, and im kinda afraid the she will deny me. it really bothers me, for one because she is a cool person, and two because im really not too happy having amandas best friend hating me. i probably should write her a letter because she wrote to me and explained why she was so mad at me. i - of course didn't write back, not because i wanted to be an asshole. but because i didn't know what to say. she was right, and i couldn't say anything in my defense that wouldn't be wrong.
of course if i am still one of her friend on lj (which i think i am) she probably would have just read this. in which case. you should be expecting an apology letter, and i hope we can work things out.
well i need to get some sleep to go to work at my crapy ass job, that i can't wait to leave.