As it happens to me
Everytime I try with anyone it always blows up in my face. Ive groned quite accostumned to it these past few years and its made me a better person a stronger person to deal with all the shit that comes my way. Ive been really lucky to say that all my real emotional relations have been with people so amazing they continue to remind you every day that you are the right person for some one and eventualy it will be your time the right time. Ill just have to peacefully sit and wait, ive learned its better to go out a shinning star then to drag it sputtering into nonexistance when dealing with those people, I just wish they could see and accept a friend from a love.