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sometimes i think you enjoy it,
the thought of me failing. you like the idea of me having
regrets because it means i'll go back to you, back to the way i used to be ..you liked that
part of me, the part that let you do whatever you wanted just so i could numb the pain. who cares
about my feelings when you already have what you came for, right? ..i'd give anything to
know what went through your mind that night and i still wonder what
might have happened if had held on and sometimes
..i still wish i could've said no
written by me