Re: whatever nicktweak_is_sadAugust 9 2004, 01:16:24 UTC
First of all, I don't ALWAYS talk about meth. If you were to read all of my journal you would see that I don't always talk about meth. I do admit that I do talk about meth A LOT....But I talk about other things too.
I know people leave comments and stuff to tell me they care about me and stuff and it's good that they care about me and I am thankful that they care about me....I am happy to know that when I do try and quit meth that they will be there for me.
You think I am doing this so people will feel bad for me? You don't fucking know SHIT dude. Seriously. You don't have a fucking clue.
I tweak because it makes me feel good. I tweak because it makes me happy....I don't tweak to be cool and shit...And I definantly don't tweak to fucking make people feel bad for me. I have my own personal reasons why I tweak....You don't fucking know shit dude....So don't even fucking say that I tweak so people will feel bad for me especially when you don't know it for sure.
Don't ever fucking say something unless you know it's true for sure.
I do not do it for attention either...Why the fuck would I tweak for attention? Thats stupid shit dude.
Yeah, I know I COULD stop, I know it's not impossble for me to stop...And some day I will go through the HARD struggle of trying to quit...But right now I am not ready for that...I am going to continue doing meth...I am not ready to quit.
I give a shit about EVERYBODY dude. You don't even fucking know. I care about all my friends. I always try do things for them and try my hardest to help them out when they are feeling down and stuff and I always talk with them about stuff...I think it is time for me to make a choice for MYSELF and do what I want to for once.
You can call me lame. You can think I am lame....But remember...that is just an opinion.
Why didn't you sign your name at the bottom of the entry? I think you should tell me who you are.
Plus in my opinion.. for the record I DO NOT CONDONE THE USE OF METH IN ANY VERATION... That being said I do believe inbeing informed.. because if ur some dumb kid trust me I been an addict for 13 years started smoking.. snorting.. snortin hot lines... until I finally took the trip with shooting inveiniously... when I started I knew NOTHING and by doing it n not knowing the various methods of ingestion I turned a dumb decision into a dangerous game of "what will this do to me Russian roulette".. Least by someone who is already making the conscious decision to mistakes already then he can at least share with others n possibly save someone from making a mistake or prevent medically fatal experience by so at least ur mistakes can by talking n putting the experiences u have had online she'd some light on a dark choice... ty
I know people leave comments and stuff to tell me they care about me and stuff and it's good that they care about me and I am thankful that they care about me....I am happy to know that when I do try and quit meth that they will be there for me.
You think I am doing this so people will feel bad for me? You don't fucking know SHIT dude. Seriously. You don't have a fucking clue.
I tweak because it makes me feel good. I tweak because it makes me happy....I don't tweak to be cool and shit...And I definantly don't tweak to fucking make people feel bad for me. I have my own personal reasons why I tweak....You don't fucking know shit dude....So don't even fucking say that I tweak so people will feel bad for me especially when you don't know it for sure.
Don't ever fucking say something unless you know it's true for sure.
I do not do it for attention either...Why the fuck would I tweak for attention? Thats stupid shit dude.
Yeah, I know I COULD stop, I know it's not impossble for me to stop...And some day I will go through the HARD struggle of trying to quit...But right now I am not ready for that...I am going to continue doing meth...I am not ready to quit.
I give a shit about EVERYBODY dude. You don't even fucking know. I care about all my friends. I always try do things for them and try my hardest to help them out when they are feeling down and stuff and I always talk with them about stuff...I think it is time for me to make a choice for MYSELF and do what I want to for once.
You can call me lame. You can think I am lame....But remember...that is just an opinion.
Why didn't you sign your name at the bottom of the entry? I think you should tell me who you are.
Nick.
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