life sucks

[tweak_ed_out]

i discovered today that my girlfriend has cancer. why does life pull this kind of shit whenever people start to get happy again, why does it? anyways, yeah, she has cancer and everyone else knew but me until today, we were driving home and she was like "yeah, ill come over after i go see my doctor", and i was like "why do you have to go to the doctor?" and she said, "because i have cancer..." and then things got quiet for the rest of the way home. oh well ya know, life goes on i guess and people live on and people die, but its not fair.
you know, i dont think anyone ever reads my entries anymore, so why do i continue to write them
oh well
tata