AAAAHHHHHH!!!!! this cannot be happening!
I cannot believe that just happened!!!!!!! I wrote this long ass update that took me litterally two hours to write and of course I forgot that I was downloading a new version of AOL and once it set itself up, it shut itself down and rebooted to load it up. No warning telling me that it was going to do that as I okayed it, I didn't even think about it. FUCK!!!! And I was on the VERY last sentence of my entry. The fucking VERY, FUCKING, LAST DAMN SENTENCE!!!!!! and then i was going to post it. and be done with this shit but NOOOOOOOO.... and i am not going to retype the damn thing right now. it will take too damn fucking long. i will do it when i am more in the mood to. maybe tomorrow when i am bored. later