oh hayyy hiii.
i miss the care free days of high school summer. when we'd all sleep in until we decided to get up. all of us, strewn out across the floor, across the bed, across the lawn. only to wake up looking forward to whatever adventures were to be had that day. or the fun we'd have at rehearsal. or the food my dad would cook. i can't believe i'm talking about this in past tense. i know theres more of this to come, i just wish i could have it more often. good friends are hard to come by, i'm realizing this more&more as each year passes. i honestly believe friends&family are what keeps a person rooted. you are who you hang with, it's true. you're peeps are you, you are you're peeps. haahah. when you're having a bad day, a simple laugh session and good movie with your bestie is all you need to get through it. its simple. i need more love in my life. well, in my physical life. i have love all around me, but its through an invisible phone wire that spans across 3,000 miles. i'm completely lost as a person without my loves. i love you guys =[
i also haven't had a really good spontaneous day lately. i love those days where the nights were so insane that you wake up at 7pm the next day and go uhhhh, wtf. i love not having much to do so you can just run your own life on your own terms, let it take you wherever. i'm scared that the older i get, the less of these insane and ridiculous nights i'm going to have because of whatever commitments will be had. :::sigh:::
i know theres a balance between being a kid and also being a responsible adult. i never want to lose my youth, but i never want to lose class either. i think i have the balance, i just need people around me to have it as well. i find myself surrounded by people lately who either work too hard or play too hard. this in turn leaves me chillin by myself because i'm not doing either of those things. why can't everyone else figure out how to balance both?
came across this quote today by one of my favourite people:
“I believe having a strong sense of self as a human being allows movement to become natural like nature. Nature changes…it’s constantly evolving. Being of this earth, we must do the same. If we move with nature, our bodies will never lie, it will simply be natural.”
i also haven't had a really good spontaneous day lately. i love those days where the nights were so insane that you wake up at 7pm the next day and go uhhhh, wtf. i love not having much to do so you can just run your own life on your own terms, let it take you wherever. i'm scared that the older i get, the less of these insane and ridiculous nights i'm going to have because of whatever commitments will be had. :::sigh:::
i know theres a balance between being a kid and also being a responsible adult. i never want to lose my youth, but i never want to lose class either. i think i have the balance, i just need people around me to have it as well. i find myself surrounded by people lately who either work too hard or play too hard. this in turn leaves me chillin by myself because i'm not doing either of those things. why can't everyone else figure out how to balance both?
came across this quote today by one of my favourite people:
“I believe having a strong sense of self as a human being allows movement to become natural like nature. Nature changes…it’s constantly evolving. Being of this earth, we must do the same. If we move with nature, our bodies will never lie, it will simply be natural.”