kill me
sometimes i really hate you, stop being pathetic. but i don't. lisa got thrown out, drowning in booze all day at a motel and calling me crying for help. mom and boyfriend have been fighting all day long. i have 14 assignments to do in 8 days. get away from me. one of my best friends is moving to nebraska/ i start school in a couple days. i need to catch a train shortly. i want to hang myself. i feel like i am falling apart, except for when i'm with three people. and one seems to break my heart every other day. all i want is adderall and weed to buy off someone within the hour. i still need to pack my bags. i want to disappear for 45 minutes.