It's amazing how easy it is for the hopeless to become fools.
Sometimes when the world weighs so heavily it's easy to believe in superstitions because they give you some semblance of control over your fate. I wish the depression would go away. I wish I had more hope for the future and more determination to make my life better. I know this too shall pass as all things in life do - but it's so damn hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when your eyes are filled with tears and looking at the ground.