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Thanks everyone for the nice comments. To know that I have so many friends who care does really help.
Things got a little better by now. My grandparents have a flat where they can stay as long as they don't have a new one. They could actually rent the one they are in right now but I think they are looking for something else. My grandpa got out of hospital and is actually doing pretty good. He doesn't remember a lot from that night so we couldn't figure out what happend with his help. We have to wait for the police's statement. This weekend my parents, my uncle and my grandparents are doing a "get-the-stuff-that-is-not-burned-out-of-the-burned-flat" weekend. I can't be there since I have to work. Probably better, wouldn't do anything good if there were so many running around.
My other grandma is doing fine as far as I know. I visited her yesterday in hospital. She is looking pretty good for having had two surgeries in one week. They are not sure yet if everything is really going to be alright, but what they know is that she is going to have radiation and chemotherapy for at least 9 months. That is going to be very stressful on her.
So everything seems to be almost ok. No, it's not, but I like to think it is. I keep thinking that it is not real, because these things happen to other people, not us. And as if I didn't have enough problems I had to break a guys heart last week. The guy I told you about. When I tried to explain to him that I don't have time and nerve for a relationship right now he was freaking out. He wouldn't accept anything I said and when I told him that there are no really hard feelings on my side he got mad and wanted me to explain why i said that. I mean, if I would know how my heart works I wouldn't have any problems. But I don't and I can't explain why I feel the way I feel. But he doesn't understand. Yesterday he wanted to talk to me again and he said he doesn't understand and wants me to overthink the whole situation. I told him if I wouldn't be sure about this I wouldn't have said anything. Then he asked me what I would do in his situation. Despite the fact that I have been in this situation already, I told him that I would accept it and get over it. It doesn't do any good, if I try to force people to feel the way I feel. Then he got really angry and said he didn't know that I could be so bitchy... Wow, now I am a bitch who broke a guys heart. Nice to know. Really, great how that feels now. *Irony* Well, so now he hates me and we ignore each other. Fine with me, if it helps him get over it.
Okay... got to get back to my presentation. It's due tomorrow and I am not done yet. Just needed a break and get things out of my head.
Talk to you later.
Things got a little better by now. My grandparents have a flat where they can stay as long as they don't have a new one. They could actually rent the one they are in right now but I think they are looking for something else. My grandpa got out of hospital and is actually doing pretty good. He doesn't remember a lot from that night so we couldn't figure out what happend with his help. We have to wait for the police's statement. This weekend my parents, my uncle and my grandparents are doing a "get-the-stuff-that-is-not-burned-out-of-the-burned-flat" weekend. I can't be there since I have to work. Probably better, wouldn't do anything good if there were so many running around.
My other grandma is doing fine as far as I know. I visited her yesterday in hospital. She is looking pretty good for having had two surgeries in one week. They are not sure yet if everything is really going to be alright, but what they know is that she is going to have radiation and chemotherapy for at least 9 months. That is going to be very stressful on her.
So everything seems to be almost ok. No, it's not, but I like to think it is. I keep thinking that it is not real, because these things happen to other people, not us. And as if I didn't have enough problems I had to break a guys heart last week. The guy I told you about. When I tried to explain to him that I don't have time and nerve for a relationship right now he was freaking out. He wouldn't accept anything I said and when I told him that there are no really hard feelings on my side he got mad and wanted me to explain why i said that. I mean, if I would know how my heart works I wouldn't have any problems. But I don't and I can't explain why I feel the way I feel. But he doesn't understand. Yesterday he wanted to talk to me again and he said he doesn't understand and wants me to overthink the whole situation. I told him if I wouldn't be sure about this I wouldn't have said anything. Then he asked me what I would do in his situation. Despite the fact that I have been in this situation already, I told him that I would accept it and get over it. It doesn't do any good, if I try to force people to feel the way I feel. Then he got really angry and said he didn't know that I could be so bitchy... Wow, now I am a bitch who broke a guys heart. Nice to know. Really, great how that feels now. *Irony* Well, so now he hates me and we ignore each other. Fine with me, if it helps him get over it.
Okay... got to get back to my presentation. It's due tomorrow and I am not done yet. Just needed a break and get things out of my head.
Talk to you later.