what if
Plant a seed and let it grow.
These words - "what if" or more likely than not, "possibilities" are often like the seeds that get implanted in your thoughts. You can never get rid of them and sometime when not managed properly, they grow and overtake your initial plan.
There are things in life, that I've learnt that I cannot control of. In such dire situation, I choose to back-out, step back and be as ignorant as I can. But the more I do what I'm not used to doing, the faster the seeds of "what-if" grows.
And as each day passes, with an occasional thought that zooms across my brain, these seeds have grown to stay and make a statement.
Now someone explain to me, the remedy in ridding this growing seed. Because if I were to chop it off like how trees are treated, a stump would be left to remind me of the decision, the feeling I have felt and made.
Please let them go away and not sway my feelings. I don't want them to come back.
I'm already trying my best.
These words - "what if" or more likely than not, "possibilities" are often like the seeds that get implanted in your thoughts. You can never get rid of them and sometime when not managed properly, they grow and overtake your initial plan.
There are things in life, that I've learnt that I cannot control of. In such dire situation, I choose to back-out, step back and be as ignorant as I can. But the more I do what I'm not used to doing, the faster the seeds of "what-if" grows.
And as each day passes, with an occasional thought that zooms across my brain, these seeds have grown to stay and make a statement.
Now someone explain to me, the remedy in ridding this growing seed. Because if I were to chop it off like how trees are treated, a stump would be left to remind me of the decision, the feeling I have felt and made.
Please let them go away and not sway my feelings. I don't want them to come back.
I'm already trying my best.