Hm
I haven't seen kathleen effin stewart in the longest time.
well ive seen her in the hallways but not hung out.
im not gunna lie to u i miss that lil bastard!
anyways. just realized tonight i suck ass at bowling.
big round of applause for that. after football though me and forbes are def. joining a league because we FUCKING CAN.
yup. and im not gunna like i like to bowl. i just dont like all that greasy shit that gets on the ball and my hands and all over my damn shirt.... justtt dont like it. well anyways .. ive figured out that i love bowling.. and i can do it all the time whether its raining or really sunny out side... not like watersports.. which r awesome .. or any sport for that matter.
bowling is the shiznit. not gunna lie.
ive been having some horrible pains lately. like everytime i breathe in my chest hurts pretty damn bad. i dn why... and that went away for a little bit today and now the back of my neck and between my shoulder blades just randomly decide to start hurting whenever they want to..i can just b sitting there and this rediculous pain goes through my neck to my shoulder blade and i try not to show that it hurts but DAmnNN it hurts.
i just got done reading paiges entry about sleeping with friends of the opposite sex. keyword: Friend. but not friends i could see how that would b viewed us "unholy".. yknow i think i may start going to church again.
there goes the chestpains again. anyways .. yea.. church .. sounds like a good deal.
i wanna learn about god and JC and all of his peoples. or "deciples" sp?
it seems all pretty cool n all .. but the only part that im pretty sure im not down with is god creating the world in 7 days n all that .. i dn y..i mean yea id love to believe that and everything else in the bible but some part of me just cant believe it.
is magic against the bible or anything christian?..
i straight up love magic. i dn y? has anyone seen The Illusionist yet?
pretty awesome movie im not going to lie to ya. Edwart Norton is just a phenomenal actor straight up. and all of his movies have deep meanings to them. like fight club? like American History X?
i think i just have an AFFINITY[u like that shit dont u?] for movies.
looove movies. doesnt matter what movie. lemme correct myself.. i LOOOVE good movies. a movie well thought out .. well drawn out and put together. is very nice.
damn im pissed about the football games.
coaches fucked me in the ass.HARD. wtf ever tho. football will be over with another part of my life in about 7 weeks anyways. so wtf ever. we lost that game b/c a lack of coaching. u can say what u will but u werent on the damn side lines so stfu i know.
although i heard jamesons team won..which is good its their homecoming so yea. good for them..i met a lil cutie up there on our quest to Floresville.
its whatever though shes pretty cool but no special meaning.
u ever wished u could start everything over. right from the start. and come out knowing what u did wrong in the first place.
there are so many things i wish i could go back and change.. and redo...but .. u just cant.. scars to the skin will heal, but a scar to the heart never will. i just thought of that and i think its pretty catchy.. and its true... people may say that they forgive u .. but they never will forget the time u fuckt everything up.
you ever just take time to sit down and think? or just say u dont want to to anywhere.. and just sit at home n do whatever... and think?
i havent really turned any one down to go places but im always thinking. im usually always pretty deep in thought.. whether im speaking or not. u ever just been thinking and someone pops up in ur mind .. u havent even seen them or talked to them in the longest time and they just appear in ur mind somehow?...yeaa well yknow . just wanted to touch base on that.
so im talking to another girl now... yea im sure ur all like .. yea surprise surprise right?.. yea whatev fuck u. but really.. sometimes i just find myself not knowing what to say to this girl.. and i dn why. i need to go on another road trip.. but this one needs to b much longer and ... well .. much longer. i have mixed emotions about so many things right now im just waiting to explode.
y is it that i relate everything i do .. to DAmn movies.
i dn.
but ive never played football like i have this year.
im getting honestly.. really hurt out there, and i dont care. i like it.
i like the feeling of pain every once in a while. lets me now im still alive and able to FEEEl.
i wish i could hang out with some of my old friends again. i miss them dearly. they r just awesome people to hang around with and they r always having fun.. they have fun no matter where they r at. mann i love it. i miss it. i want it. i want so many things that i know ill never get.
its hard yknow? wanting something that u know you'll never get?
heres a little brain food for ya.
go ahead and post want u think the answer is:
You can have me but cannot hold me;
Gain me and quickly lose me.
If treated with care I can be great,
And if betrayed I will break.
What am I?
well ive seen her in the hallways but not hung out.
im not gunna lie to u i miss that lil bastard!
anyways. just realized tonight i suck ass at bowling.
big round of applause for that. after football though me and forbes are def. joining a league because we FUCKING CAN.
yup. and im not gunna like i like to bowl. i just dont like all that greasy shit that gets on the ball and my hands and all over my damn shirt.... justtt dont like it. well anyways .. ive figured out that i love bowling.. and i can do it all the time whether its raining or really sunny out side... not like watersports.. which r awesome .. or any sport for that matter.
bowling is the shiznit. not gunna lie.
ive been having some horrible pains lately. like everytime i breathe in my chest hurts pretty damn bad. i dn why... and that went away for a little bit today and now the back of my neck and between my shoulder blades just randomly decide to start hurting whenever they want to..i can just b sitting there and this rediculous pain goes through my neck to my shoulder blade and i try not to show that it hurts but DAmnNN it hurts.
i just got done reading paiges entry about sleeping with friends of the opposite sex. keyword: Friend. but not friends i could see how that would b viewed us "unholy".. yknow i think i may start going to church again.
there goes the chestpains again. anyways .. yea.. church .. sounds like a good deal.
i wanna learn about god and JC and all of his peoples. or "deciples" sp?
it seems all pretty cool n all .. but the only part that im pretty sure im not down with is god creating the world in 7 days n all that .. i dn y..i mean yea id love to believe that and everything else in the bible but some part of me just cant believe it.
is magic against the bible or anything christian?..
i straight up love magic. i dn y? has anyone seen The Illusionist yet?
pretty awesome movie im not going to lie to ya. Edwart Norton is just a phenomenal actor straight up. and all of his movies have deep meanings to them. like fight club? like American History X?
i think i just have an AFFINITY[u like that shit dont u?] for movies.
looove movies. doesnt matter what movie. lemme correct myself.. i LOOOVE good movies. a movie well thought out .. well drawn out and put together. is very nice.
damn im pissed about the football games.
coaches fucked me in the ass.HARD. wtf ever tho. football will be over with another part of my life in about 7 weeks anyways. so wtf ever. we lost that game b/c a lack of coaching. u can say what u will but u werent on the damn side lines so stfu i know.
although i heard jamesons team won..which is good its their homecoming so yea. good for them..i met a lil cutie up there on our quest to Floresville.
its whatever though shes pretty cool but no special meaning.
u ever wished u could start everything over. right from the start. and come out knowing what u did wrong in the first place.
there are so many things i wish i could go back and change.. and redo...but .. u just cant.. scars to the skin will heal, but a scar to the heart never will. i just thought of that and i think its pretty catchy.. and its true... people may say that they forgive u .. but they never will forget the time u fuckt everything up.
you ever just take time to sit down and think? or just say u dont want to to anywhere.. and just sit at home n do whatever... and think?
i havent really turned any one down to go places but im always thinking. im usually always pretty deep in thought.. whether im speaking or not. u ever just been thinking and someone pops up in ur mind .. u havent even seen them or talked to them in the longest time and they just appear in ur mind somehow?...yeaa well yknow . just wanted to touch base on that.
so im talking to another girl now... yea im sure ur all like .. yea surprise surprise right?.. yea whatev fuck u. but really.. sometimes i just find myself not knowing what to say to this girl.. and i dn why. i need to go on another road trip.. but this one needs to b much longer and ... well .. much longer. i have mixed emotions about so many things right now im just waiting to explode.
y is it that i relate everything i do .. to DAmn movies.
i dn.
but ive never played football like i have this year.
im getting honestly.. really hurt out there, and i dont care. i like it.
i like the feeling of pain every once in a while. lets me now im still alive and able to FEEEl.
i wish i could hang out with some of my old friends again. i miss them dearly. they r just awesome people to hang around with and they r always having fun.. they have fun no matter where they r at. mann i love it. i miss it. i want it. i want so many things that i know ill never get.
its hard yknow? wanting something that u know you'll never get?
heres a little brain food for ya.
go ahead and post want u think the answer is:
You can have me but cannot hold me;
Gain me and quickly lose me.
If treated with care I can be great,
And if betrayed I will break.
What am I?