Micky Yoochun-Never Alone Again
This one-shot takes to a young man, over-come with the young girl he loves. But afraid, of his own feelings and his own ineptness, he lamets over her. I wrote this based on that endearing sadness that Yoochun always seems to have. Please enjoy!
Rating-G
Genre-Sad Fluff
Pairing-None
Micky Yoochun-Never Alone Again
I feel cold. I can’t seem to shake it. Lying here, in bed, I’ve got the covers pulled up over my head and I’m shivering.
I can’t get you out of my mind. The very thought of you sends something chill through my body. What have you done to me? I’ve never suffered like this before. Did you have to be there, that day? Did I have to see you? Oh, God!
I love you.
But I’ve always been alone. And I wanted it that way. The people who loved me, I pushed away. Looking back, I hurt them.
But I didn’t care. My heart was a stone.
Taciturn.
Dead.
No hand had been able to reach out and bring it to life.
Until you.
That day I saw you, sitting by yourself, lost in a gentle world, I felt a spark inside of me. A flash of light burst within me. Dawn in my soul.
I don’t think you even looked at me. But, then again, why should you? I was such a coward; I ran away the instant I thought you were going to turn around. I didn’t want you to see. I didn’t want you to see a poor fool, so in love with a girl, he can’t speak. So in love with a girl, he can’t remember any day before the day he saw her. So in love, he has been paralyzed.
What do I do? How do I reach out to you? How do I show you I care? Heaven help me! I don’t know how.
Lord, help me. Help me show her I care.
I wonder, did You show her to me? Was it Your plan that I see this gentle creature, so far above me? Am I to give my heart legs, that it may go out and seek the heart of this woman? That our hearts may meet.
-that my heart may be able to live again?
I feel so weak. I feel like my entire universe is crumbling and I have no power to stop it. I have never been so afraid as I am right now.
Despite my frailty, I shall come to you.
Despite my frailty, I shall reach for you.
In spite of all that I fear, I lay down my heart for you.
In spite of all that I am, I lay down my life for you.
I don’t want to be alone anymore-
for I have seen you.