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I wanted you to watch Lost with me. I wanted to be sarcastic with you and not be afraid of hurting your feelings. I wanted you to choose a lifestyle and stick with it no matter what. I wanted you to tell your parents about me. I wanted things to be simple and easy. I wanted our lives to become "our" lives. I wanted you to stop being influenced by others so easily and so often. I wanted you to talk to me when you felt uneasy. I wanted you to know how much you made me cry. I wanted you to mean it when you said you loved me. I wanted to tell you how much I loved you. I wanted you to understand me. I wanted to run away with you. I wanted these things so badly. But these are all past tense.... now I want more than that. I want more than you can ever give me.