Complications
How can things get messed all up in one freakin' day?
In the morning, I was happy. Chipper. Felt awesome. Then my friends brought up the whole topic of double dating. >< Oh what a mess what a mess. I didn't even know what my parents would say. I mean, how can I be this regular girl to this center of all this unwanted attention? I hated it. I want things to be normal. I like a guy. He likes me back. So? WHO CARES. *sigh* I do. I DO And then after school he had to call. And my dad got all angry. There were ground rules set up.
1) No boys are to be with me alone. So he couldn't come in unless someone else, like a girl, came with us
2) I couldn't start dating until I was ready to support myself. AKA I couldn't date him until I finished high school. or college.....
So I did the only thing I knew at that time. Call JuJu. Boy oh boy was she such a life-savor. She rushed in and rescued us from humailiation. Well...it was okay I guess. Still making fun of me about being a midget....being a social retard.....my outhouse home.
My mom thought he was gay and ... ugly?. The first thing that my dad said was "Do you speak Chinese?" and yeah...he said okay in chinese and that seemed to be the end of it.
Me? I was stuck in between. Then when we were in the car [me and my dad] we started having this conversation. More like a ... lecture. On how he doesn't want me to be in the position our family was in right now. In debt. Where they don't know english and don't have the skills to have the easy life. He was right. I am just tooooo young. So I'm ending this. We could chat all we want. But its hopeless. Is he really willing to wait 4 - 8 years for me to actually hug him? I have to get my first kiss when I'm 20 years old. Horray. =.=
All my friends ... well.....three maybe have boyfriends. Do I really want to be part of that? NO I shall stick with my independence of being a single person and well....be happy. I shall be happy. I'm sorry Allen I just think that this isn't going to work. Not because I don't like you.
I do.
It's just that the situation we're in is difficult and its just.... very confusing.
I'm sorry?
In the morning, I was happy. Chipper. Felt awesome. Then my friends brought up the whole topic of double dating. >< Oh what a mess what a mess. I didn't even know what my parents would say. I mean, how can I be this regular girl to this center of all this unwanted attention? I hated it. I want things to be normal. I like a guy. He likes me back. So? WHO CARES. *sigh* I do. I DO And then after school he had to call. And my dad got all angry. There were ground rules set up.
1) No boys are to be with me alone. So he couldn't come in unless someone else, like a girl, came with us
2) I couldn't start dating until I was ready to support myself. AKA I couldn't date him until I finished high school. or college.....
So I did the only thing I knew at that time. Call JuJu. Boy oh boy was she such a life-savor. She rushed in and rescued us from humailiation. Well...it was okay I guess. Still making fun of me about being a midget....being a social retard.....my outhouse home.
My mom thought he was gay and ... ugly?. The first thing that my dad said was "Do you speak Chinese?" and yeah...he said okay in chinese and that seemed to be the end of it.
Me? I was stuck in between. Then when we were in the car [me and my dad] we started having this conversation. More like a ... lecture. On how he doesn't want me to be in the position our family was in right now. In debt. Where they don't know english and don't have the skills to have the easy life. He was right. I am just tooooo young. So I'm ending this. We could chat all we want. But its hopeless. Is he really willing to wait 4 - 8 years for me to actually hug him? I have to get my first kiss when I'm 20 years old. Horray. =.=
All my friends ... well.....three maybe have boyfriends. Do I really want to be part of that? NO I shall stick with my independence of being a single person and well....be happy. I shall be happy. I'm sorry Allen I just think that this isn't going to work. Not because I don't like you.
I do.
It's just that the situation we're in is difficult and its just.... very confusing.
I'm sorry?